How I lost my virginity

Losing your virginity has to be one of the most painful things to experience firstly cause you actually cross over to a point of no return cause you can’t undo it no matter what and it is actually painful the whole experience even traumatising for some.

I remember the day so so well and the time and how as I walked to my “destination” my heart was 

beating with a mixture of excitement and terror. As I walked I felt as though everyone knew what I 
was about to do because for some strange reason people seemed to be taking a keen interest in me that day, a greeting here a smile there and eyeball massages all over.

I remember being told to lay on the bed which looked all comfy complete with white sheets and the fluffiest pillow. It being my first time I kind of found myself laying on the bed fully fledged (shoes and all LOL) cause I just was not sure what exactly to do. As my person came towards me I closed my eyes cause I was told it makes it less scary and the pain less (not really if you ask me)

The warmth I felt on my eyelids made me smile as it felt so good but I was wondering what the hell it was, and was hoping it wasn’t a 50 shades kinda scenario about to unfold. What happened after that was completely unexpected because it was like rip, snap and yhoooooooooooo the pain eish it was of the worst kind and my eyes were tearing even though I was not really crying. 

It was all over in less than 10 minutes (but it felt longer than that).

I eventually opened my eyes and sat up kinda not believing that was “it” and I had lost my virginity 
for good. It was kinda not as bad as I thought cause I was emotionally ready and it was about time. I paid and left and well here I am.

                           

Is there really a difference? And why am I feeling itchy (oh noI hope I aint reacting to the wax) eish will let y’all know.