stuck on 32

So last week we were having team training at work and I heard myself so boldly say that "I am 32". This is not the first time I have said this and its not me deliberately tryna make myself a year younger than i actually am,but for some strange reason I seem to be stuck on 32. i am not sure why my mind cant just jump to 33 which is my actual age ( in case you were wondering)and to tell the honest truth my heart kinda beats a wee bit faster every time  i say i am 33. For me 33 Is like "wow, i am hitting the BIG time and i am going down from here", which is not true at all ( I hope ).

The 30 s have really taken me on a roller coaster ride and I have learnt a lot about myself in the 3 years oh wait actually 4 years ( from 30).It really has opened my eyes to what's REALLY important for me in my life and has like taken me back to basics on a whole lot of stuff that I won't delve into at this stage.

 Is there someone,anyone in the same situation ? If you were to be stuck in never never land what age would you want to be and why? For me I feel like I have got to a stage where not much phases me or shakes me from what I believe or prefer. Even if the whole world were to go on a rampage and are completely crazy about some fashion trend or song, I'll just look to the side plug my earphones, pen in hand rewinding my Brandy and Monica tape while dressed in my Dungarees with my cap backwards LOL.

Whats funny  is that though my mind is stuck on 32 my body and face are stuck on 24 (four kids and all) yah neh.................#sigh#

@makanakam